I debated on what topic I should start with because there are just so many things. But, I decided, I better walk into this thing slowly. So, I suppose I’ll tell you why I chose the domain gonnabeworthit.
It comes from the Rita Springer song, Worth it all. (It’s quite wonderful). The first few times I heard the song, I really didn’t care for it. But, with new seasons, the song has taken on a new meaning for me. I’m one of those people who has a song for every season. It’s strange..I know. Anyway, this song has been a pick me-up for the last few weeks. I went through a few weeks of beatings not literally of course, but I’m happy to say, that for now, I’m unharmed and feeling wonderful!
Lately, the story of my life has been “waiting.” For everything, it seems.
I changed majors, and I’m stuck in four classes that I don’t need. I’m having to wait to get to the meat of what I need.
*Side note: I’m actually ready to be done with school. (And yes, I know I’m going to miss it. But right now, it’s just a pain in my side, so I’m over that whole spiel.)
I’m ready to see the world. But, I’m living on a college student budget that permits zero traveling. So, I’m waiting.
I want a dog. For real. I mean, it’s not like I already have his it’s name picked out..But again, college student budget. So, I’m waiting.
I want to move to the next step with CMB, but we haven’t gotten a thumbs up from the Big Guy yet. Again, waiting.
I’m ready to have my chance to make a difference. This is where I get pushy..I’m a pretty big fan of social justice.
I have realized that although it seems hard at times to be in the still seasons, ten times out of ten, there’s a good reason for them.
Rita Springer put it beautifully:
I don’t understand Your ways
Oh but I will give You my song
Give You all of my praise
You hold on to all my pain
With it You are pulling me closer
And pulling me into Your ways
So, enough with my pity party.
Truthfully, I’m happy even in the stillness. I have been blessed with an incredible life. I’m content with where I’m at and where I’m going because I know who my trust is in.
And, I’m positive that wherever I end up, all of this is training and preparation for something that’s gonna be worth it.
*Sorry for the extremely cheesy video.